A rando green serpent with wings
- Oct 18, 2018
I'm Drago, AKA GreenDragon2014. I'm 16 and already tired of living life. I've done my best to help others out in the best of my abilities. Despite me being, well-broken inside for the longest, I try my best to brighten others' days, so they can stay away from the dark pit that I'm in. For the longest time, I've tried to hide this, but I've gotten tired of hiding myself. Idk. For the longest time, I've logged onto Skycade to connect with others. At least for a while, I was able to log on and distract myself from the crap that was, and is happening in my life. I still want to log on and play on Skycade, but I'm losing motivation in doing a lot of thing in my life in general, including keeping my actual life. I've stopped going outside, I've started to go silent on social media, and I have even lost touch with some of my close family members. I'm just at a rock-bottom moment in my life. I don't want this, but life goes on as I feel that I'm starting to fade away. A few months ago, a friend of mine l that I haven't spoken to in years, lost her life. She cared about me and checked on me often. Still hurts me to this day, as like it did when I found out. About a week ago, I lost a close relationship (I rather not speak about this matter, and I request no one reference it) and it reminded me how much of a failure in life I am. That same day, I tried to end it all, but wasn't successful. I said some dark stuff, and I said something along the lines of "If I didn't engage in drama on another server, then the dude sending the bots wouldn't be doing this". I thought I made it clear enough that I'm NOT the one sending the bots, but someone still misinterpreted it and reported it to I think Joost (not exactly sure, but it doesn't really matter who received the report). I'm a very observant person, so I noticed that Fishy, Joost, a few mods, and I'm sure others in /v came to SMP. I had no clue why exactly they were here, but I had a feeling they were here for me. I thought that someone reported the dark stuff I said, and I had 0 clue what they were gonna do with me. Joost then /TPO'ed to me, then msged me to go on Discord. She told me she got a report about what I said about the bot thing. I basically told her the drama that happened on "another server", and how some dude say this going down, and decided to escalate this crap further. I showed her some screenshots and stuff that I had with Vik1nk and a mod on the other server (I took those screenshots in case situations like these happened) and I proved that I wasn't the one sending the bots. This drama with the other server was a few months ago, but this just proves that you can't just sweep stuff under the rug. Idk.. I want to stay with Skycade, and I do not want to quit, but I'm almost at the end of my rope. I have to make a few things straight, I am NOT the one sending the bots, so please stop trying to pin them on me. Second, please leave my drama alone, and stop reviving it. I've tried so hard to cleanse my name, a few others' names , and most importantly, Skycade's name on the other server, and in general. I hate to use all caps, but THE DRAMA IS OVER, AND IT SHOULD STAY DEAD. If I catch anyone trying to revive it, I will pursue to get them punished. This drama has put me in almost a living hell. On the other server, it got so bad to the point where the dude was releasing others' private information. How would you feel if you were partly responsible for peoples' info to be released? Anyways, me, Joost, and a few others have an idea of who's sending the bots. I'm not going to put his name out there, as I don't want this matter to grow more than it has, and I'm only comfortable speaking to staff about this matter at this point. I guess the few things I've done good, is keep my life, and not get perm-banned for people think I'm sending the bots. I have a few things I look forward to. 1, me keeping my life. 2, for old issues to pass on, and 3, and chance to prove myself. Without getting into detailed, I've always been overlooked in life. I've always been that one person that would either get picked last on a sport and just that person that everyone ignored and shunned out. I decided to apply for staff. Not only I'm familiar with the duties, but I've seen/studied some of the staff from a third person POV, and have even spoken to a friend, who so happens to be a mod. I also want to help out this server the best I can, as I truly enjoy it, and I want to be able to help out even further. I have good intentions, I just hope I'm given the opportunity to show them. I know what I've said can be portrayed as deep, but for the few people that give a crap about me, they keep things 100, so its only fair that I keep things 100 myself.
Until next time...
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